True World

Going deeper into Advaita, which means: being with-what-is, and undoing illusion,
I still find it hard to tell, what-is, and what isn't.

Lately I am travelling through all kind of worlds: real worlds and unreal worlds.
But both are. They are probably both not true, but....

Maybe one shouldn't understand. When f.e. travelling through a world full of ego,
one could say: 'this is a world full of ego, so this is an untrue world'.

But, at the same time: it happens, it is, and every now and then we are placed in the middle
of it. It ain't comfortable, but is it therefore not true, less true?

People, who are spiritually advanced, would say: it is less true and I stay away
from this world. But: how to stay away from it, when at the same time, partaking in
life as it is?

Then maybe the situation is as it is, 'full of ego' and at the same time, the judgement
'full of ego' should dissolve? Or is there a right nuance?

I am going through different worlds during a week, where all kinds of situations
are easily labelled by people. I see them as a landscape, passing by.

As they come and go, you could say: they are all subject to change and therefore
untrue. But at the same time, while passing by, it is my world. It is the truth what I
have to deal with?

Fully denunciating this world, is not an option, as reality shows: you have to fight
for an existence. Non-existence is not an option, as it means falling down.

So going deeper into Advaita might be an option, but the option is 'flat'. It is too
mathematical, with some possibility to become round, when there is more acceptance
for what is.

But then still: some worlds don't go together. They can not 'be' in the same existence.
I don't know if you ever went through such a thing: but truth also shows consequences.
It sometimes means that choosing one thing, naturally means not choosing the other thing.

This sounds very logical, like an open book, but what if you wanna chose both, but
they don't go together: then the truth will tell at some point: this doesn't go together,
even if you stretched out your mental/physical reality.

The truth has consequences. It is not really a judgement, that this is so. So if you chose
one thing, and then other disappears with all consequences: it is not a judgement, but
it is a choice with a certain effect.

Fortunately, we don't know the effects on beforehand. It is something chemical,
where a bigger truth takes place. We can observe them, play a role in it, but must
not be of importance.

We are not important. We just unroll our paths and then some effects follow.

Chose wisely from the heart,
but not as a way to get anywhere.
Go nowhere and then wisdom follows.

Godaya