I don't know what the right answer is.
In the room, that I am in, there are two lessons to learn.
1. Have no image, no belief, no desire in how things should be.
2. There are no rules, no morality.
At the same time, the Being was never more direct and available and tangible all the time. But this ain't enough. What if the Being is not enough?
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So what is the right answer?
I have to split this up into pieces.
1. Why don't you believe in God, but call Him your fuel? (Tonny's).
2. Why (this is a more general question) using advertisements on your blog? (No one's or everyone's question).
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People believe or they believe not. In whatever. Idealisms, ethics, family, love, or G. Doesn't matter. In this room I live without believes. That doesn't mean that I ignore the Existence or G.
But this fact, is then put into real life. Ongoing. The interrelationship between the most highest and purest energy and the lowest opposing world, struggling, power playing, surviving. For me it literally means dying. My wish is not to die. So G makes me driving His vehicle. He is the fuel.
I could also say: this is slang. Ending a sentence with a one-liner, could be slang.
Slang = not snake. Slang is just a way of saying things in general in a sort of - we understand what you are saying kind of way. If you don't understand the sentence, we don't share the same slang.
For me Vivication exists, but as I am also sent into the world of people, where it doesn't exist, and the situations force me to merge the two different worlds, which means I am dying as an effect, I just let G be the fuel and I go.
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About the more general question, asking myself aloud: Don't get me wrong. I am not an advertisement person. I was against it, but in this room, I am releasing all kinds of ideas, judgements and stuff. And off course, I know, that if you make this connection, then I also know that there are persons with ideas and judgements about this. I also have them, but I kill them, by feeling unusual and un-self through this in-authentic move.
Moreover and that's the foremost reason: it doesn't work until so far. The idea is, that when an advertisement is clicked on by another person, I earn money, but people that read my blog in general don't click, because they don't know that they should click, because the advertisement eats them, because they don't like advertisement, or consider it an insult to G.
So the effect is, that my blog is decreasing in its authentic value and neutrality and that it doesn't bring me the money that is promised (another belief, dying). Without experimenting, one doesn't know and releasing all judgements.
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I am in two worlds right now: I write the Un-facebook, but at the same time I gather also lots of work from Facebook. Krishna said in the Bagavad Gita: If you have to go to war, go to war, despite the consequences. I have to go to work.
There is no right answer.
Godaya
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