Stop throwing Stones.

Besides that all people represent themselves, they also represent something deeper,

at a bigger scale within the system.

We all have a message to bring, which is beyond our knowing.

This is something totally different than 'what we think it is'.

It could be that someone is 'acting like it is my wish to better this world',

while at a deeper layer something opposing is brought into this world.

What is there behind the message?

Or that someone is telling a sad story,

but at the same time you feel better through his/her presence.

It is all operating very unconscious.

It is a little bit like the weather.

In the beginning you almost don't notice it.

After a while you start noticing it, 

but you cannot change it, - the weather -, 

you have to go through it and see if you are still standing straight.

It is life to encounter this and that.  

This standing straight is weird and so not the old kind of way.

Because, when you stand straight, how to be of help to another person?

In the beginning you only feel guilt: I should help.... but at the same time, 

the water flows differently. Or: I should help.... but at the same time,

I am rooted into the earth and cannot walk, as I am a tree standing still.

One has to find me first.

This passiveness, it is so weird!

Looking at it, receiving it, swallowing it, digesting it, pooping it,

and when it is in one of those stages,

the other is already gone and you are here with your life and the other is there with his life.

The water is the time, that flows. 

Sometimes the water is like mud.

Sometimes the water flows like a waterfall.

Time passing by. 

Water flowing to a standstill.

Lately I am integrating in the Landscape,

while M is disintegrating from the Landscape.

It is weird. What is it going to be. It is the opposite of whatever was all that time.

I am not allowed to work a lot, but what I work, grows and grows.

It is weird. I die to get to work, it goes through all the difficult and stupid

and dishonourable steps.

But once I get to work, it grows intrinsic and helps all other parts in my life.

The powers emerge. 

Where I used to be happy with one or two participants in a class, 

there are sometimes eighteen. 

But also, these many people, esp. when you are going deeper, also represent

all kinds of weather. As I am learning to stand still in time and let the water flow

and the time walk ahead, through the art of patience and rooting,

I see it inter colliding and meeting and bumping into others.

As the intrinsic growth is going so fast, once I work, 

I now understand why it is so hard to get work/get to work.

Off course there is the natural flow and timing. 

And you cannot peak forever.

But the getting to work part is opposed,

by whomever don't want you to exist.

It takes a while to figure this one out, 

to feel this deeper and to take action.

It is all so unconscious.

Getting back to the Darwin:

Getting back to the Rens:

Getting back to the Ha-le-lu-yah:

Getting even back to the Michel Houellebecq:

People do a lot to exist more than others.

But everyone should have the precondition to exist.

Whomever did make the non-existence as a precondition?

Was this the rage of God, when the angels fell or Adam and Eve

were leaving Paradise on Earth?

Fortunately and unfortunately enough, at some point you 'have to go for the kill',

to be not killed yourself. 

This makes sad in the beginning. This insight, but also this reality, that insight must

be translated into action. 

This is the Krishna point, where I was talking about.

I don't wanna fight, but I have to. It is my destiny.

It is the only way to allow the life force flowing into you.

It brings you beyond the judgemental stuff: 'don't do this, don't do that', to be a good person.

It was told by the One, who already had the Life Force Elixir flowing through the body.

When this is so, then the don't do this and don't do that can enter your life.

But without the Elixir, it is just wasting each other's time and a way to feel better

than the other.

A good person, with enough respect to the life force,

does the right thing, to make the little one eat by the end of the day,

just like everything and everyone in nature does.

What people sometimes forget, when quoting how things should be,

is the harshness of life and all the woundedness of people, 

that one has to deal with, while having to do the stuff that needs to be done.

Stop throwing stones.

I'll take my stone back. I am sorry.

Godaya