God goes horizontal

Hi All,

Today I wake up in a new vibe. I have to figure myself out. Yesterday eve I was at Rens. The stormy and rainy weather couldn't blow me away. Another season is starting... I don't want to know. I always want the Sun and otherwise I am going to chase for it.

The healing was with my neck open. My head was pulled backwards. And it took a long time, so I was afraid that my head was going to fall off backwards. I now understand that this is a healing for a primal issue. The primal issue has to do with cultural integration. I wrote not long ago, but you also probably know this, that God is not my biggest issue. My vertical alignment is not the problem and keeps on growing beyond the stars. About a year ago, a very advanced friend of me told me I was building a structure, which was already beyond the Cosmos. That is not my problem. My problem is 'how' to integrate this into the real world.

The primal problem wasn't at this point even me, nor my family structures, which are rather bizar and challenging. It was about cultural integration. The fact that I am writing English and want to bring God towards the 'World', instead of sharing things with rensing people, is in my view an enthusiastic universal step beyond borders, as I never knew of borders. But God always sees things the other way around: it is not a universal challenge, but a pathology, a primal problem.... of non-cultural integration. I probably started to build my structure vertically as I couldn't find common ground horizontally. This had nothing to do with God, but with a cultural des-integration.

What I always consider stupid in regards to psychology, is that a problem is not considered as a chance. What I always consider honest in regards to psychology, is that evasions away from how it is are brought back into something, which can be fixed... Let's see it and...and.... And let's not deny the problem, which need to be fixed, but let's also see it as a chance to expand and go beyond borders? How about that?

Anyways: I hope that God can help my verticality into a horizontal modus. So that in the end I'll sing the Wilhelmus von Nassau, and buy tulips for my grandmother (although she passed away for a long time). Let's start first with my book. I wrote a really Dutch book: 'Wie renst er mee in het Land van God?', which I am allowed to publish.... Let's work on that for my Dutch roots.... For the not Dutch-readers, you can place that title in the google translate ;).

Have a nice day!

Godaya