Fertile Ground

Hi All,

I am moving further in the Land of God. The not knowing becomes even bigger. It becomes a nice state to be in. It is a sort of flying, like you are floating a bit above the ground and let the wind sometimes push you a little forward. The answer my friend, is blowing in the wind. The answer is blowing in the wind.

Fertile ground comes from within. The impuls of acting must come from within. You don't know where to go, until you do. The invitation is to stop seeking around you, but to feel within. Most of the times you don't know and then the ground is not fertile. And suddenly you know and you start moving forward. Patience is needed. And patience is oftentimes rewarded.

I won a trip to the States. First this is outside of you. But you like the idea, so you start shouting it and share it with the people you love. Then you leave it for a while, because you realize that an idea is something different than an action. Actually doing it, is about 'experiencing' it. The experience is something different than daydreaming about how things should be. You dig further. There is also daily life. It must fit into daily life. Daily circumstances show that it doesn't fit, unless you force things.

You leave it alone for a while. You dig further into your daily life stuff. Things go well. Things go not well. It is almost like the idea about the States doesn't exist, like you made it up in a dream. You leave it and you dig further. In the meantime time has past. Then you receive a mail, days later, about 'how about....'. Something starts to move, to swift again. Something is brought into action. As you used the in between days to dig into fertile ground, preparations, which were about totally different things helped to make the ground fertile.

Also I wanted to go alone, but I rather wanted to go together. So, I also waited to make this happen and see whether this was possible. In the beginning this seemed not to be possible. All circumstances seemed to work against the natural flow. We waited, and we digged into the ground for new fertile ground and after a while you see that circumstances have changed, so that the impuls of going also meets the point of another person going. It is beyond will power. It is more according to the origination of the truth. We both know: What should happen, will happen and we are acceptant towards it. And what should not happen will not happen. And we also accept this.

So, I know now exactly when I am going. Time will tell if I go alone, or that we go the two of us. This is how the truth reveals and it is so different than I was used to manage my things. This is how it works in the Land of God. You work on your own fertile ground. The other follows or not....

Nice Weekend,

Godaya