Fertile Ground

Hi All,

I am moving further in the Land of God. The not knowing becomes even bigger. It becomes a nice state to be in. It is a sort of flying, like you are floating a bit above the ground and let the wind sometimes push you a little forward. The answer my friend, is blowing in the wind. The answer is blowing in the wind.

Fertile ground comes from within. The impuls of acting must come from within. You don't know where to go, until you do. The invitation is to stop seeking around you, but to feel within. Most of the times you don't know and then the ground is not fertile. And suddenly you know and you start moving forward. Patience is needed. And patience is oftentimes rewarded.

I won a trip to the States. First this is outside of you. But you like the idea, so you start shouting it and share it with the people you love. Then you leave it for a while, because you realize that an idea is something different than an action. Actually doing it, is about 'experiencing' it. The experience is something different than daydreaming about how things should be. You dig further. There is also daily life. It must fit into daily life. Daily circumstances show that it doesn't fit, unless you force things.

You leave it alone for a while. You dig further into your daily life stuff. Things go well. Things go not well. It is almost like the idea about the States doesn't exist, like you made it up in a dream. You leave it and you dig further. In the meantime time has past. Then you receive a mail, days later, about 'how about....'. Something starts to move, to swift again. Something is brought into action. As you used the in between days to dig into fertile ground, preparations, which were about totally different things helped to make the ground fertile.

Also I wanted to go alone, but I rather wanted to go together. So, I also waited to make this happen and see whether this was possible. In the beginning this seemed not to be possible. All circumstances seemed to work against the natural flow. We waited, and we digged into the ground for new fertile ground and after a while you see that circumstances have changed, so that the impuls of going also meets the point of another person going. It is beyond will power. It is more according to the origination of the truth. We both know: What should happen, will happen and we are acceptant towards it. And what should not happen will not happen. And we also accept this.

So, I know now exactly when I am going. Time will tell if I go alone, or that we go the two of us. This is how the truth reveals and it is so different than I was used to manage my things. This is how it works in the Land of God. You work on your own fertile ground. The other follows or not....

Nice Weekend,

Godaya

God goes horizontal

Hi All,

Today I wake up in a new vibe. I have to figure myself out. Yesterday eve I was at Rens. The stormy and rainy weather couldn't blow me away. Another season is starting... I don't want to know. I always want the Sun and otherwise I am going to chase for it.

The healing was with my neck open. My head was pulled backwards. And it took a long time, so I was afraid that my head was going to fall off backwards. I now understand that this is a healing for a primal issue. The primal issue has to do with cultural integration. I wrote not long ago, but you also probably know this, that God is not my biggest issue. My vertical alignment is not the problem and keeps on growing beyond the stars. About a year ago, a very advanced friend of me told me I was building a structure, which was already beyond the Cosmos. That is not my problem. My problem is 'how' to integrate this into the real world.

The primal problem wasn't at this point even me, nor my family structures, which are rather bizar and challenging. It was about cultural integration. The fact that I am writing English and want to bring God towards the 'World', instead of sharing things with rensing people, is in my view an enthusiastic universal step beyond borders, as I never knew of borders. But God always sees things the other way around: it is not a universal challenge, but a pathology, a primal problem.... of non-cultural integration. I probably started to build my structure vertically as I couldn't find common ground horizontally. This had nothing to do with God, but with a cultural des-integration.

What I always consider stupid in regards to psychology, is that a problem is not considered as a chance. What I always consider honest in regards to psychology, is that evasions away from how it is are brought back into something, which can be fixed... Let's see it and...and.... And let's not deny the problem, which need to be fixed, but let's also see it as a chance to expand and go beyond borders? How about that?

Anyways: I hope that God can help my verticality into a horizontal modus. So that in the end I'll sing the Wilhelmus von Nassau, and buy tulips for my grandmother (although she passed away for a long time). Let's start first with my book. I wrote a really Dutch book: 'Wie renst er mee in het Land van God?', which I am allowed to publish.... Let's work on that for my Dutch roots.... For the not Dutch-readers, you can place that title in the google translate ;).

Have a nice day!

Godaya