dinsdag 25 augustus 2015

Open Hearts

At September 13th: Workshop Open Heart Yoga at de Ruimte Mijdrecht.
At September 16th: Open Evening Open Heart Yoga Teacher/Coach Training. 
(Free, but make a reservation) at Centrum voor Zijnsorientatie Zeist.
At September 23rd: Open Heart Yoga Teacher Coach Training (Wednesdaynights 23-9 / 16-12 at Centrum voor Zijnsorientatie Zeist). Ask brochure. godayame@icloud.com 

Godaya

www.godaya.me 

zaterdag 15 augustus 2015

But that's Yoga

Sometimes the Landscape is internal, sometimes the Landscape is external.
Both are useful for the process of ....

More yoga is coming into my life. I had to come to a definition or so...
The scope of yoga is quite huge. There are many different forms and sorts,
but there is only one life, one Soul and one G.

The super spiritual yoga, which is also part of me, also intertwines with
a more work-out sportschool yoga, which is also part of me....

I was especially feeling: if there is no form, or if there are all forms, then what
is the essence, without betraying yourself or the public?

It's a journey, but I am happy to provide a great spectrum of everything, without
becoming absolute in 'one' thing.

A few days ago, I was called by an organisation to provide a yoga course, to people
who are coping with the difficulties of society. I already applied for this a long time
ago. And I was declined.

As I was also on the sensitive link of no more declinations, it was rather G-kind-a-like,
to first disappoint me with the declination (like half a year ago), and then let people
finding me, when the necessity was there (for them) and less for me.

But, I was happy to do it. And I figured out, or felt, how I was changed along the way.
First there was a need to do it. But also a false idealism to do it. The heart went open.
Then there was the declination. And there was pride and disappointment. But due to
circumstances along that half a year, I have been so changed, that not only I was happy
to do it, but there was also more ground to do it and a real feeling to do it.

There is the technical necessity, as now they need me. But there is also a more realistic
picture, of how such a thing is integrally, as when one is open in the Being, lots of
internal things are happening to. But I also feel that it will give some peace of mind to
be of use for the neighbourhood, where I always had the feeling of not fitting in.

Another proces took place during these last months. I was building up a group in a
place, also in the heart of ... I'd like the place to be and to work. This was immediately so.
As I started this in the middle of the holidays, it was commercially un-handy. But I kept
using the opportunity to build up stamina, and to go through all kinds of phases of the
changing the dessert into an oasis.

It was an enormous path of confrontation, but also building onto your existence, going
from no one, to any one, to someone, without the ego-stuff. For me it first had the function
of going to a different place, and find liberation in: that time and place don't matter.
But also had the function of being no one and transform this into anyone, and becoming
someone. This, by the process of technical 'doing', applied to the real world.

I was therefore very happy to hear, that people were satisfied and that I was earned to have
a second group there. It teaches me, that all little efforts help, but one must have stamina.

Then yesterday, I applied together with the little one. This was in a total different atmosphere.
I was going to teach, and the little one could come to get used to child-care-paradise. This
is new and a nice step to experience work besides all the practicalities over motherhood.
I am starting next week!

And more things are yet to come.....

At the same time I am building on Open Heart Yoga. Not only I am providing a workshop,
but also an open day (together with an action of a national spiritual newspaper) and then hopefully
a Open Heart Yoga Teacher education. This is provided in a place in the heart of..., where I am
provided the path of trial and error: we just see, what originates and how it works out. Knowing
that every step is useful of becoming someone out of anyone out of no one.

In these last few months, I learned, that you must work to become existent. I learned that work
must be given. I learned that work is a gift. Effort is necessary, to build a construction to be able
to work.

We were given the obligation to work. Obligation doesn't sound nice. Yet, it is for a reason.
But when you are really working from inner strength, one must earn the obligation. How I state
it now, it sounds a little opposite from the modern western view of life.

But that's Yoga.

Afbeeldingsresultaat voor buddha

Godaya

Open Heart Yoga book available through website: www.godaya.me
Open Heart Yoga workshop: September 13th (De Ronde Venen).
Open Heart Yoga open evening for the YTT: September 16th (Zeist).
Open Heart Yoga Yoga Teacher/Coach Training: September 23rd onwards (Zeist).

vrijdag 7 augustus 2015

September 13th: Open Heart Yoga Workshop

At September 13th another Open Heart Yoga Workshop is provided.

People sometimes wonder what this is. 
When I start to do things, I never know what it is, 
because I am standing in the middle of it.
Only by doing, I start to understand, what I mean by it.

Open Heart Yoga was born as a word, when I left the room of ...
I am not sure, if it is a commercial word, but it is also a beautiful word.

Always, when something is shifting in me, like an identity, I come into a new field of being.
Lately, I am drawn more towards I am not sure Tibetan kind-a-like stuff.
But this is just an outer fling.... 
Because I am not this and not that...
At the same time, I am not only deepening my Eastern roots, but also (again) my outer Earth roots.
The beyond this Earthly dimensions are ingrained in the East-West connection.
He said: 'You are a kind, soft, very wise woman, with a very broad scope or vision.
So I translate this into matter....for as long as this takes, until this doesn't feel this way anymore.

I was walking in the oldest shopping street with my family and then the word flew in.
As I was sort of forced to 'take action', 'no matter what', something starts to materialise,
and it was 'Open Heart Yoga'. It was meant as a word that wouldn't scare people off.

So, what do you do?
'I do Open Heart Yoga',
for me it is a different way to say: 'I follow the Path of God'.
'I spread the words of God'.
'I share the energy of God'.
'I open people for the energy of God'.

But then, without the G word. This word is not used at the workshop.
My authenticity is Yoga, but God Opened my Heart. God Opens the Hearts of people.
And Yoga Opens people in general. They kind of do the same, but at a very different level.

What happens, when you open up people?
That I don't know, as within the Newest scope this is ingrained in the people themselves.
It is like opening a flower, and providing the atmosphere for blossoming.
But....., not in the romantic kind of way.

I am now reading some literature, which was sent to me 'because of my name', and although it is
quite cosmic, I kind of recognise some of its stuff. They talk about the obstacles, one has to take
to reach levels and beyond. And although the Being is beyond levels, the coming into Being is within
the scope of levels. And the obstacles are necessary to get through the huge transitions. So transformation comes at a cost, but in the end was worth the cost.

No diploma's or certifications, as the Light of God Does not Know of such a thing.
Open Heart Yoga is a way to facilitate a person it its own growth on this Almighty Path,
wherever and whatever and whomever it takes. As everybody is created different and has an own essence, there is not 'one path', there is not 'one Open Heart Yoga'. 
Each Open Heart Yoga is different.


Afbeeldingsresultaat voor licht natuur

So every Open Heart Yoga will be different.
This makes me curious....

Godaya

-> Open Heart Yoga as a book is available at my website: www.godaya.me
-> Open Heart Yoga as a workshop is provided at September 13th.


woensdag 5 augustus 2015

When the memory is made empty.

When is there the technical necessity to write?
I dunno.

It is not that urgent as before.

I follow impulses, but impulses come and go.

When is there the technical necessity to write in English?
I followed my impulses and authenticity.
At the same time, living at the Landscape, made me undo this technical necessity.
But when I looked a bit at the readers, the greatest amount is from abroad - obviously.
First, this was an intention. To break out. But also it was resonating with the Capitol,
where I used to live. Daily work was English.
Now at the Landscape, things are different. But then I saw: I created with the English
blog a wider scope, which was not my intention any longer, but just - is - and therefore...
has become a technical necessity.
The technical necessity is - I guess - when you don't think, or try, but when nature shows...
and you must do as an answer.

No translation.
I am composing all the blogs (about 500 or so) which I erased in a bundle. 'No Translation'.

Yesterday I made a special trip on my scooter, like it was the last time for me to do so.
It is travelling towards a new owner.

When is the technical necessity to sell?
I dunno.

I follow impulses.

It is matter. At the same time, it comes and goes with stuff and memories.
When I drove the scooter through the city, it was a symbol of independence.
When I drove the scooter through the Landscape, it was a symbol of moving and integrating.
From the buzz of the town, the scope became more peaceful and quiet.
Then we brought the scooter to the city for winter.
It was a symbol of: I live here, and I sometimes go back to the buzz, which is not my home any longer.
And yesterday, I drove the scooter back, finally as if I was really releasing the Capitol vibes.
I dunno.

We were at the Capitol this weekend for a food festival.
I used to be there, when I lived there.
Now, with a whole new life, we were there again.
My sisters from the States also flew in and also other people of their US marriage were there.
So actually, in the old situation, we all were totally new, but also to be continued.

Places. Locations. They don't exist. But at the same time,
they form anchor points to measure something in time.
So they are of function, to memorise without a memory, when the memory is made empty.

I drove my scooter for a few hours alone.
Apart from my own family life and apart from the buzz in town.
I was on my own trip, my own adventure.
This timeline between Capitol and Landscape, made me undo so much,
it helped me to become totally empty.

The assertiveness. Lately, my assertiveness pops up.
It is not yet so smoothly.
When the pleasing was sheltered for so long,
then the liberation of the realness bursts out.

Although I have become quite an adult person,
the technical necessity really pushes and moves me forward, when things go extremely slow
in a way of: let's undo the natural flow.
I don't admit people any longer to stop me from flowing.
Like water being forced through a deep and lower push, which is bigger than I.
Then my assertiveness comes to surface and I let myself being heard, no matter what.
This is different than the hurry, I used to feel, when I was small and fast and racing.

People, who stop the world from flowing, are innerly forced to move.

Move!

Godaya

Someone is sending me pictures of beautiful flowers.
But when I listen to the rhythm of the blog of today,
it should be something different qua illustration.
Otherwise I stop the natural flow of the flower.
Let's do 'this':





I wonder when the next workshop will be. I love the place where we can do it!
Did ya know that my new book: Open Heart Yoga is published? See: www.godaya.me